May 31 - An unforgettable day
Hi friends,
May 31, for many it might be just another day. But for me it is a special day. You may be guessing that it would be my birthday but it is not, or my marriage anniversary, no way still I am a single, or my first day in job! Not at all. Now before you stop reading further I will start explaining. The day is special because similar events happened in two consecutive years when my fortunes swung like pendulum. The story goes like this…
May 31, 2000, it was a typical summer afternoon in a district place in Karnataka called Bagalkot. That was the time when I was doing my sixth semester Engineering and that day I was waiting for the previous semester results along with my classmates. Exam results are always special in one way or the other. That particular time it meant more than that for me as I was on downslide after hitting the top in the very first semester. Just 2 years before I had sprung a surprise in college by scoring nearly 85% in first semester and attaining the first rank in college for all branches of Engineering. I was a lesser known person in the beginning and was never considered by any one including myself. But due to hard work and good luck it had happened and I was called “Topper” in college. Even my parents were surprised but were very happy and their expectations obviously rose. Also due to the new image of Topper I gained lot of friends in my batch. But I couldn’t live up to their expectations in the next two semesters scoring just around 80%. I was no more a topper (I doubt if I figured anywhere in top 10 or 20) but the tag “Topper” remained mocking me. The fourth semester result was even bad taking me down to 75%. So two years later on May 31 afternoon, I was waiting for a better result to cheer me up. Those days there were some branch level competitions were going on. Many events were organized, but I couldn’t make any mark in the events in which I participated. Though in my favorite quiz competition (called “Super Brain”) I ended up third but that was not sufficient for a prize to win since only first and second used to get honored. I thought it was a bad phase but was hoping for a better exam result which mattered most. At last after a long wait the results were announced in evening that day. When I saw my result I was totally crestfallen. 72% doesn’t read a bad score but for the standards I had set it was not better than total failure. Many of my friends did so well. Parents were disappointed; friends, teachers started questioning and the self belief touched it’s lowest. I asked myself was I that much ordinary? Or was the first semester result was just a fluke? I was totally disillusioned. Then the words of advice which I was searching came from none other than my father himself. Being a retired professor in college, as a perfect guardian reassured me that I was not bad. He told the score may be lesser but not bad. He suggested me to re visit some strategies of studies and my exam preparation. I went back to my hostel room where a poster of my cricket idol Rahul Dravid hung. On the poster a message read “Change of attitude worked wonders”. I thought it is time to change mine.
After the fifth semester results were announced there was not much time left for the sixth semester exams. I couldn’t sort out the strategies which I thought. When the results were out, the score read 77% which managed to put me on increasing curve. Since this time expectations were low it was not a bad situation as previous. Now the seventh semester had started and it was time to apply my strategies in action. When I revisited my past performances, practical and internals (together constituted 40% of the score) were never a concern. I used to touch 90% in that part but it was theory which was a matter of concern. There was no problems with subjects either. I understood the concepts and also I used to appreciate them. Frankly speaking I never used to write answers point wise. I always used to write long answers and ended up short of answering all the questions. When I recollected my preparation, I noticed that during study holidays my study time used to start after 7 pm in evening and it used to go till 2am. Due to this, the mornings used to be gloomy. Now I decided to utilize the day time fully. I started going to library and utilized the whole library time as well as books for the exam preparation. I started sleeping by 11pm which resulted good sleep and in early rise also. I also changed the model of pen. Exam time came; as usual I did well in internals and practical exams. In exam I rectified my previous mistake of writing long answers. Answers were precise to the point highlighting the main points. As a result I was able to touch all the questions. This time I really enjoyed writing exams. But the most important thing was result. May 2001 had arrived and eighth and final semester had started. We were told that the seventh semester results will be out in the last week of May. I hoped it not to be on May 31. Again there were competitions in our college at that time. This time I had done well in some of them ending first in some and second in others. May 31, 2001 came and I was happy that there was no news of results coming out. That day “Super Brains 2001” contest was held and I had done better and was pleased with my performance. When I came out of the contest and to my surprise I was told that the exam results were out. I held my breath and told myself “Not again”. Along with friends I advanced to the net centre. Somehow got hold of a computer and typed my roll number on the result main page and pressed “Submit”. My heartbeats increased as the page was getting displayed. It read 84.77% and suddenly all the fear was transformed into joy and ecstasy. I had stood second to my class and my parents were very happy to see me back at the top. So were my close friends and a closest one even managed to lift me up. Next day someone came and told that I had won the “Super Brain” contest also. The life had come full circle for me in those two years that too on the same day (May 31) and making it unforgettable.
Thanks for reading,
Regards,
Chetan
May 31, for many it might be just another day. But for me it is a special day. You may be guessing that it would be my birthday but it is not, or my marriage anniversary, no way still I am a single, or my first day in job! Not at all. Now before you stop reading further I will start explaining. The day is special because similar events happened in two consecutive years when my fortunes swung like pendulum. The story goes like this…
May 31, 2000, it was a typical summer afternoon in a district place in Karnataka called Bagalkot. That was the time when I was doing my sixth semester Engineering and that day I was waiting for the previous semester results along with my classmates. Exam results are always special in one way or the other. That particular time it meant more than that for me as I was on downslide after hitting the top in the very first semester. Just 2 years before I had sprung a surprise in college by scoring nearly 85% in first semester and attaining the first rank in college for all branches of Engineering. I was a lesser known person in the beginning and was never considered by any one including myself. But due to hard work and good luck it had happened and I was called “Topper” in college. Even my parents were surprised but were very happy and their expectations obviously rose. Also due to the new image of Topper I gained lot of friends in my batch. But I couldn’t live up to their expectations in the next two semesters scoring just around 80%. I was no more a topper (I doubt if I figured anywhere in top 10 or 20) but the tag “Topper” remained mocking me. The fourth semester result was even bad taking me down to 75%. So two years later on May 31 afternoon, I was waiting for a better result to cheer me up. Those days there were some branch level competitions were going on. Many events were organized, but I couldn’t make any mark in the events in which I participated. Though in my favorite quiz competition (called “Super Brain”) I ended up third but that was not sufficient for a prize to win since only first and second used to get honored. I thought it was a bad phase but was hoping for a better exam result which mattered most. At last after a long wait the results were announced in evening that day. When I saw my result I was totally crestfallen. 72% doesn’t read a bad score but for the standards I had set it was not better than total failure. Many of my friends did so well. Parents were disappointed; friends, teachers started questioning and the self belief touched it’s lowest. I asked myself was I that much ordinary? Or was the first semester result was just a fluke? I was totally disillusioned. Then the words of advice which I was searching came from none other than my father himself. Being a retired professor in college, as a perfect guardian reassured me that I was not bad. He told the score may be lesser but not bad. He suggested me to re visit some strategies of studies and my exam preparation. I went back to my hostel room where a poster of my cricket idol Rahul Dravid hung. On the poster a message read “Change of attitude worked wonders”. I thought it is time to change mine.
After the fifth semester results were announced there was not much time left for the sixth semester exams. I couldn’t sort out the strategies which I thought. When the results were out, the score read 77% which managed to put me on increasing curve. Since this time expectations were low it was not a bad situation as previous. Now the seventh semester had started and it was time to apply my strategies in action. When I revisited my past performances, practical and internals (together constituted 40% of the score) were never a concern. I used to touch 90% in that part but it was theory which was a matter of concern. There was no problems with subjects either. I understood the concepts and also I used to appreciate them. Frankly speaking I never used to write answers point wise. I always used to write long answers and ended up short of answering all the questions. When I recollected my preparation, I noticed that during study holidays my study time used to start after 7 pm in evening and it used to go till 2am. Due to this, the mornings used to be gloomy. Now I decided to utilize the day time fully. I started going to library and utilized the whole library time as well as books for the exam preparation. I started sleeping by 11pm which resulted good sleep and in early rise also. I also changed the model of pen. Exam time came; as usual I did well in internals and practical exams. In exam I rectified my previous mistake of writing long answers. Answers were precise to the point highlighting the main points. As a result I was able to touch all the questions. This time I really enjoyed writing exams. But the most important thing was result. May 2001 had arrived and eighth and final semester had started. We were told that the seventh semester results will be out in the last week of May. I hoped it not to be on May 31. Again there were competitions in our college at that time. This time I had done well in some of them ending first in some and second in others. May 31, 2001 came and I was happy that there was no news of results coming out. That day “Super Brains 2001” contest was held and I had done better and was pleased with my performance. When I came out of the contest and to my surprise I was told that the exam results were out. I held my breath and told myself “Not again”. Along with friends I advanced to the net centre. Somehow got hold of a computer and typed my roll number on the result main page and pressed “Submit”. My heartbeats increased as the page was getting displayed. It read 84.77% and suddenly all the fear was transformed into joy and ecstasy. I had stood second to my class and my parents were very happy to see me back at the top. So were my close friends and a closest one even managed to lift me up. Next day someone came and told that I had won the “Super Brain” contest also. The life had come full circle for me in those two years that too on the same day (May 31) and making it unforgettable.
Thanks for reading,
Regards,
Chetan